"good is the evil of great"
if u think u are good enough, then u will never be great.. this quote has been etched in my mind since tt day i heard it during the SBS symposium. i found it v true, without the motivation to work harder, u will always juz remain as good. tts y i always feel tt we muz gain constant exposure to the outside world so tt we will not get too contented with ourselves.
recently i dunnoe wats got into me, but i juz lost total interest in studying. i feel so sick and distracted whenever i sit down to study. the worst thing is tt i dun feel nervous at all when i am lagging way behind schedule. like now i m supposed to b studying for immuno, but i m still at chapter 3 out of 9 when my quiz is on tue. arghzz!! i juz feel so frustrated! wats wrong with me man.. i need to get tt passion and desire to excel back!
maybe it's all the things tt have been happening ard me recently, rs.. illness.. and every other thing. i oso dunnoe whats on my mind but there's juz alot of thoughts in it, random ones maybe. it's making me lose my concentration and my focus is on the wrong things now.. i am juz so ****ing frustrated right now and i am totally angry with myself!! where has the all motivated yiroe disappeared to? maybe i am giving myself too much pressure tt i feel my mental breaking down.. i juz need it back plss...