my phone is finally back up again! ystd it came into contact with some water & stopped functioning. was quite sad coz i saved all my contacts in my phone & my calender too! but my 姨丈 was very nice to offer to give me his phone. luckily the phone started working again this evening maybe coz the water vapour has evaporated. thanz to the help of my uncle. learning from this experience, i decided to back up my contacts. now then i realise i gt so many contacts, 426 of them! it's 2 more days to the first paper! time juz flies, 16 days to freedom! but i am watching soccer now. haha. hope man utd can win!
ystd ate dinner with my 阿姨 and 姨丈 together with my sis and mum. we ate at "the tapas tree" at clarke quay. there was a very nice ambience by the river and they serve spanish food. it was a new experience & the food was not tt bad. i liked the starters more, but we dunnoe wats the names of the dishes, coz we simply said "can we have the same as the next table".. hahaz. a smart way to order when u feel lost looking at the menu. halfway thru our meal, my 姨丈 sudd started a topic on our dad. saying tt wat if one day he comes back to mum and us. my mum said she does not bare any hatred against him but she thinks tt such a day wun come. how noble of mum, it's not easy to feel tt way after all tt has happened. but in the dim lighting, i could somehow see some tears in her eyes. my heart twitched too on tt sight. she muz have been through so much to bring us to where we are today. 辛苦你了妈妈! u are the best! =) then again, i started thinking wat would i do if one day tt really happens. i couldnt come to a conclusion as the image of him in my mind is so vague. till tt day comes ba....
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
haven really been blogging for awhile, was kinda busy with other stuffs.. i was reading some blog juz now and 2 posts really struck me pretty hard.. before i start pouring them out, juz wanna talk about my mum's bdae first.. celebrated her bdae on 2nd april!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! really love ya lots! thou we only celebrated it at home, it was a cosy evening.. sis bought my mum's fav cheesecake and we had a sumptious dinner.. i m so glad to have such a wonderful mum.. =)
i feel so sleepy now, but juz wanna blog abt sthing else tts on my mind. to the one: it's not entirely ur fault, but are u sure u really did nothing wrong? mayb u r right, there wasnt enough love to begin with, but i certainly did love u so so much but mayb it juz wasnt enough. tt incident was the turning pt but it wasnt the major factor tt led to me driving towards the U-turn sign. i know u seeked my approval so mayb i was to blame for this outcome. but y nt try looking at other events. i wld say the first one was the major factor. dun wanna mention anything mean here but i know we are both tired, so have u ever tot where did all the tiredness come from? i did. a smile is juz to take away the awkwardness and helpless look on my face. u nv really looked deeper. one of my friends said tt i feel different since then. mayb so. not blaming u here and NV did, so u no need to take up all the charges and admit guilty. rs juz need 2 ppl to work out and i guess i m not one of them. if i interpret correctly, i guess we cant be friends for now, since u keep trying to avoid me in school. i hope time will change the way things are now. take carez & good luck for the exams...
gotta go sleep now, if i can.. time to start chiong-ing for the exams tt starts next tue! but i was still distracted today. watched the whole story of 樱野3加1 today and it really touched my heart so many times. does true love really exist in this world? tts something to think about...