haven really been blogging for awhile, was kinda busy with other stuffs.. i was reading some blog juz now and 2 posts really struck me pretty hard.. before i start pouring them out, juz wanna talk about my mum's bdae first.. celebrated her bdae on 2nd april!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! really love ya lots! thou we only celebrated it at home, it was a cosy evening.. sis bought my mum's fav cheesecake and we had a sumptious dinner.. i m so glad to have such a wonderful mum.. =)
i feel so sleepy now, but juz wanna blog abt sthing else tts on my mind. to the one: it's not entirely ur fault, but are u sure u really did nothing wrong? mayb u r right, there wasnt enough love to begin with, but i certainly did love u so so much but mayb it juz wasnt enough. tt incident was the turning pt but it wasnt the major factor tt led to me driving towards the U-turn sign. i know u seeked my approval so mayb i was to blame for this outcome. but y nt try looking at other events. i wld say the first one was the major factor. dun wanna mention anything mean here but i know we are both tired, so have u ever tot where did all the tiredness come from? i did. a smile is juz to take away the awkwardness and helpless look on my face. u nv really looked deeper. one of my friends said tt i feel different since then. mayb so. not blaming u here and NV did, so u no need to take up all the charges and admit guilty. rs juz need 2 ppl to work out and i guess i m not one of them. if i interpret correctly, i guess we cant be friends for now, since u keep trying to avoid me in school. i hope time will change the way things are now. take carez & good luck for the exams...
gotta go sleep now, if i can.. time to start chiong-ing for the exams tt starts next tue! but i was still distracted today. watched the whole story of 樱野3加1 today and it really touched my heart so many times. does true love really exist in this world? tts something to think about...