some thoughts kept circulating in my mind recently..
since tt day i saw u at the meeting and the gathering.. everything juz seems so weird now, awkward and stuff.. we avoided eye contact and din speak a word. maybe like wat sik said, give it some time and things will be fine.. but i m glad to see u looking more decent now..
on my way home from the gathering tt night, i kept thinking... then i saw juz a single star in the sky, how lonely it muz be feeling.. but still able to shine so brightly.. and decorated the dark blue sky so perfectly.. when i walked along the path from the mrt to my house, i recalled tt funny joke tt we shared the other time. laughed until i teared then.. but now is only tears ba..
as usual, the path had quite alot of cockroaches, and it reminded me of the fact tt u used to say i am so cockroach-sensitive..
den there was this weird guy walking infront of me, singing to himself.. i was kinda scared then coz it was already near midnight.. it feels totally different to be walking home alone at late nights. i rem how u used to walk me home even during the day.. but my thoughts overwhelmed my fear..
i was thinking abt the prawns tt shuling shelled for me during the steamboat.. they tasted nice but reminded me of u again.. coz tt was the exact place where we had steamboat too the other time.. juz diff scenarios now..
juz my random thoughts.. not directed at anyone nor trying to convey any message.. juz some silly thoughts in my mind ba..