how do u judge success?
when u earn big bucks?
when u are famous?
when u get gd grades?
when u have a family?
when u stand out from the crowd?
when u have a kind heart?
when u are willing to sacrifice for others?
when u leave an impression?
or juz simply when u are u?
when u juz try ur best?
when u can ans for ur own actions?
when u are independent?
how do u judge sucess?
when ur grades are superb, everything seems to go ur way.
when ur grades are below expectations, everything juz sways.
tts reality.
there's nobody to blame, nowhere to hide, no shoulders to cry on, nobody to share my sorrow. juz me, juz let me be..
guess wat, i m an adult now. i am 21. i can sign my own idemnity form, so y cant i be responsible for my own actions. trust me this once?
i feel like running to the carpark and speeding the car down the road. from changi to jurong and back. fuel? $50 in exchange for my heart.. totally worth it. i feel like i am in a totally diff world when i am behind the wheels. so relaxed and my mind juz goes blank. able to channel all my thoughts to my legs and juz press on the accelerator. tts life.
anw, it's juz some stupid random thoughts of mine again. guess wat song i heard on the car juz now. 李圣桀 的 “擦肩而过”. it's always this song when my mood is down. it's always this song tt sends tears to my eyes. it's always this song tt makes my heart ache. it's always this song....
tml will be a brand new day i hope.
and thanz for the party kat!! it was wonderful.. so happy to see ur happy family shot.. and ur "i love you" really got me emo-ing. it's been long since i last heard/saw those words. u r the best! love ya too... tk really gd carez in bmt k. ps. ur sister sings really well. u too. can go form a grp if ur not serving the nation. lol.
tts all! my head is getting a little dizzy..
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
surprised to see me blog?? lol.. i am at my yi zhang's office now.. was checking email juz now for caterers stuff den now nothing to do le.. waiting for my ah yi to come back from bank den we will go out again.. so juz here to do a quick update ba..
it's been raining non-stop here since i gt here ystd.. seriously like non-stop.. thru the night.. quite disappointing.. but i kinda expected the weather to be like this coz everytime june come back taiwan it's always raining.. but really hope it doesnt rain so much for the few days tt we will be going to taipei.. wanna go have fun! but the temperature is cooling.. abt 23 degrees.. aircon temp, tts the part i like.. next time shld try coming back during dec, winter time.. not so much rain and cooling temp... wooo...
cant wait to eat all the taiwan food! smelly beancurd, beef noodles, ma la steamboat etc.. went to eat rou4 dan4 tu3 si1 juz now for breakfast.. basically it's bread with meat and egg inside..
it seems like the rain is getting less heavy.. pray for me for the next 10 days!! sunny day everyday! ok, will blog in detail when i get back to spore..
tk carez sister!! dun forget to help me record tv programmes arh! and park the car at the multi-storey carpark, juz in case u nv c my msn offline msg...
Sunday, June 1, 2008
juz came back from jang's 21st bdae party.. it was held at changi fairypoint bungalow.. juz to do a quick summary.. lazy to type a long entry now coz i am multi-tasking (watching die hard 4).. finally met up with oac ppl after pretty long.. alps, cheryl, kailing, jieying, jianda, saykai, shiwei.. they are juz as crazy as ever.. laughing non-stop but it was definitely enjoyable! love those memories! the theme of the party was cool.. it was "fruitimania", so we are supposed to go dressed as our fav fruit.. i dressed as a grape.. hahaz. it was a v colourful event, at least for the oac ppl who went. can check out the oac blog for pics when they upload it..
sat went to meet my gals for dinner at chomp chomp.. had little miscommunication but everything turned out fine.. ate all the sinful food again but it was really shiok.. went to chill at ice cube after tt. played card games and i tried mocha oreo.. it was weird, dun try it if u are there next time.. nice to meet them all again.. it's been long since i last saw sera..
tml i will be flying off to taiwan.. in the morning still needa go to raffles place for a job interview first before rushing down to the airport.. hope it doesnt take too long.. finally going to taiwan! so excited... although i go back every year, i juz like the feeling alot.. so relaxing and i simply love the food!! will only be back on 12th june 11pm! tts my bdae! so i get to enjoy my bdae both in taiwan and in spore and oso on the plane. how cool is tt..
talking abt bdae.. alot of ppl have been asking me abt my wishlist.. dun really have one, but if i want to come up with one.. here it goes..
1. nintendo ds (but too ex, dun think any grp of my friends can afford tt, unless 2 grps combine, or maybe my sis? lol)
2. bball (this one is suitable for sports comm to give i guess, lol.. since i lost 2 bballs in ntu)
3. hair saloon vouchers (so tt next time i can go do rebonding.. lol)
4. clothes
5. wallet
6. puzzles (but i really have no space in my house to put it up le.. so tts a problem)
tts abt it ba.. cant think of anything else le.. ur can use ur own imagination besides this list ba.. it's in order of preference wor.. alot of ppl asked me to hold a belated bdae party after i come back.. but should i? i was thinking belated dun really have alot of significance after all. still needa plan and invite after i come back, so will be super belated. think maybe not ba..
ok, think i will only blog again after i get back from taiwan ba.. oso dun try calling me before tt, coz i diverted my calls to kailing, so tt if there are any caterers trying to reach me, she will know.. so dunwan her to get too many unnecessary calls.. till then, dun miss me too much!! =p