how do u judge success?
when u earn big bucks?
when u are famous?
when u get gd grades?
when u have a family?
when u stand out from the crowd?
when u have a kind heart?
when u are willing to sacrifice for others?
when u leave an impression?
or juz simply when u are u?
when u juz try ur best?
when u can ans for ur own actions?
when u are independent?
how do u judge sucess?
when ur grades are superb, everything seems to go ur way.
when ur grades are below expectations, everything juz sways.
tts reality.
there's nobody to blame, nowhere to hide, no shoulders to cry on, nobody to share my sorrow. juz me, juz let me be..
guess wat, i m an adult now. i am 21. i can sign my own idemnity form, so y cant i be responsible for my own actions. trust me this once?
i feel like running to the carpark and speeding the car down the road. from changi to jurong and back. fuel? $50 in exchange for my heart.. totally worth it. i feel like i am in a totally diff world when i am behind the wheels. so relaxed and my mind juz goes blank. able to channel all my thoughts to my legs and juz press on the accelerator. tts life.
anw, it's juz some stupid random thoughts of mine again. guess wat song i heard on the car juz now. 李圣桀 的 “擦肩而过”. it's always this song when my mood is down. it's always this song tt sends tears to my eyes. it's always this song tt makes my heart ache. it's always this song....
tml will be a brand new day i hope.
and thanz for the party kat!! it was wonderful.. so happy to see ur happy family shot.. and ur "i love you" really got me emo-ing. it's been long since i last heard/saw those words. u r the best! love ya too... tk really gd carez in bmt k. ps. ur sister sings really well. u too. can go form a grp if ur not serving the nation. lol.
tts all! my head is getting a little dizzy..