i am back!!
first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOMEI!!!
finally got time and mood to get down to blogging. so much stuff happened so i m juz gonna do a v short summary, not possible to blog all!
1. thanz shuling for tt day at the fountain. cant imagine it w/o u.. loves (more ice cream? haha)
2. enjoyed wall.e, ichiban, gelare waffles
3. thanz wee meng for pei-ing me wait for my oath taking (it was rather hilarious.. lol)
4. sports comm & OMC outing were great! (think i wun join any new committee this yr le... boring sem)
5. nat's 21st bdae party at peony jade restaurant. most high class party i've been to.. happy birthday nat! stay healthy k.. health is the most important!
6. pizza gathering with girlfriends at my house.. juz love their company..
7. celebrated vincent's bdae at his house and played bball at chinatown after tt.. happy birthday vincent! really glad to know this new bunch of bball friends.
8. lunched with my yi zhang at Dozo japanese restaurant at valley point. super nice and exquisite food! muz try!
9. mum got a new haircut! hahaz. so cute... really hope she can spend everyday like holidays but i still have 3 years to graduation! anw.. happy teachers' day mum!!
10. got a new namecard holder and "intimately beckham" deodorant
11. scouted for my new handphone. considering between samsung F480 and iPhone for now.. still haven check out the details and the functions they provide. any suggestions??
12. alot of studying for my 伤寒论 test. like what i told song hui when he saw me studying in the resource room, "when u see me studying here, it means the module is tough". lol. gt back the results ystd, it was still alright, cld have done much better. the highest in class was 98! can u believe it?! tt is like primary school's result. thou i used to get tt in my uni yr 1 times. now results getting more cui...
talking about school, i juz planned out my revision timetable for the next 3 weeks. looks pretty hectic and boring! gt an elective quiz in 1 and a half weeks time and my 伤寒论 exam is 3 weeks away! but luckily there are much less classes starting next week. coz our 伤寒论 teacher finished the whole syllabus already! when there are still 2 weeks left before recess break. dunnoe whether tt's good or bad.. he rushed through the whole syllabus like crazy la! he can teach like 100 plus 200 slides per lecture.. den now he juz leaves us to study on our own..
been thinking about my course recently. heard tt 7 seniors din go to beijing and juz settled for the single degree. and a few of my classmates also thinking abt it. whats the use of going beijing if u r very certain tt u wun become a physician? actually tt's quite true.. it's really not tt easy after all. it's not like most of the jobs out there where u can learn and make mistakes as u go along. it is precious lives we are talking about here. and i think all these uncertainties is because we do not get enough practical experience here in spore. all we do in our intern is to observe the physician and maybe sometimes get to feel the pulse. i feel that our course is really too packed and not productive for cultivating not juz good physicians but the top physicians. it really gives us, or at least me, the feeling tt can i really become a capable physician? but i guess i will still go to beijing and complete the course then take it from there. a part of me has really regretted not pursuing dentistry overseas. but it's too little too late now i guess. gambatte!!
当绿灯转黄时，我应该用力地踩下油门直冲向前，还是紧急煞车让一切放慢脚步？以前的我应该会选择前者吧。可是现在的我一脚踩在油门上；一脚踩在煞车器上，不知如何是好。如果踩下油门，又怕会遇上车祸而让双方都受伤。因为我还不清楚前方的路是不是我要走的那条，而这辆车又是不是最适合我的那辆，能不能一直陪我走到最后。如果踩下煞车，又怕会失去这次勇往直前的机会。因为交通灯可能会突然失灵，又或者前方的路在进行道路工程。我很享受现在在车里的感觉，可是我也不想打出错误的信号灯。有时这辆车也会用他自己的方式来试探我对他的感觉。引擎会时不时发出巨响，似乎在暗示我什么。我就必须紧握着方向盘，时不时会觉得有一点压力。所以现在的我是应该踩油门前进，还是应该煞车放慢脚步，又或者应该停车下车呢？我应该会选择第二者吧。。。