wat an emo night...
held a farewell dinner for sheng jun tonight.. at minori jap restaurant. he's going london to study law at UCL. anw Tat chong went for the dinner too.. it was another 45 minutes affair.. internal joke. lol. i think tts army life for u.. poor thing..
tk carez buddy! ur inspirational words, ur laughter, ur unique thoughts and conversation, ur funny faces, ur fun, ur company, and of coz u, will all be missed.. muz rem to meet up with us again come next june july.. all the best over there!
haiz so many ppl leaving for studies overseas, makes me think abt my future. wat sheng jun said juz now got me thinking abt some stuff. is overseas studies really tt great? wat do i really wanna be next time? wat is my career path gonna be like? all these are still blanks to be filled in. for now, my pen is still capped. but will it be too late by the time i pen it down? it remains to be seen..
anw a big thank you to meiling for recommending the place to me! giving me the directions and all the "muz trys". it was my first time trying sake and it's pretty nice. at first it tasted abit weird but as my taste bud gt use to it, it was rather pleasant. 16% alcohol and i din feel anything at all. think i drank too little. the sake is called "li bai". gt a v fruity smell but taste wise it's not tt strong. muz try this restaurant! thou it's not cheap..
after tt went to chill at coffee club with sheng jun. was sitting there chit-chatting and ppl watching and i juz happen to think of nat's bdae party tt day and how i went home with lionel they all after tt.. tt same old taxi stand. juz kept thinking abt alot of stuff tonight...
and some spore taxi drivers really suck.. wats up with the sounding of horn.. it's not like it will speed things up or make ur taxi fly to the front of the queue. so cant u juz f------ wait patiently and dun spoil the beautiful night life? (sorry abit emotional now..)
got home, went online, and felt really sadz.. according to lionel's nick "emotional is not a weakness, it's a gift", i think i m overly gifted right now. time and status are killing me. i shld be thinking abt my studies now and not cloud my mind with all these stuff. like wat shuling said, maybe i shld juz tk another route out, since this route is not working like i wish it will. alot of things juz keep spinning ard, i think i m getting "gan1 yu1".. i feel so tired. it's 3am and i need to wake up at 6 plus tml. izzit the coffee or the thoughts tt are keeping me awake?
is status really tt impt?? time is pushing it too much....