ystd morning was full of disappointment and sadness....
results came out ystd and it was way way below my expectations. maybe i got too high expectations to begin with? but wat disappoints me the most is tt i din do well for my TCM modules yet again.. all the while, i've done great for my BS modules, nv gt any Bs for those modules. but for tcm modules, it's been going down a slippery slope.. from A+ to C, i've gt all these grades before.. maybe i shld transfer to BS and be a better researcher as compared to an average physician...
i was full of confidence tt i wld excel for this sem's papers, esp plant bio and 金贵. i even left like one hour earlier for the 金贵 paper. but in the end, all i gt for 金贵 was B+... haiz.. but luckily plant bio din disappoint me at all.. i cant figure out wats the reason behind this. i m so confident tt i will get at least a 90 for my 金贵 paper, but maybe i was overconfident.. or maybe it's the damn skewed bell-curve.. everyone muz have done so well tt maybe a point or two is the difference between two grades.. we only have 67 ppl in class, so i guess maybe only 10 ppl can get a particular grade?
what's done have been done, so no point brooding over it.. new sem new hopes!! it's gonna be my last sem in NTU, so i'm gonna work doubly hard and end it with a blast! actually it's bcoz i desperately need the blast to maintain my 4.5... lol
anw thanz to june, vincent and bruno for the wonderful singing session ystd! i totally din regret going for it coz ur juz brightened up my day despite the awful morning.. they are really a bunch of crazy peeps.. din noe tt there r ppl out there tt can b crazier than june.. lol. it's a compliment. vincent is one of them man.. it's so enjoyable singing with them! those hu know us, come along next time! but i gotta sing the "传说" duet myself again, so sadz.. y u nv go, wm.. looking forward to the next singing session when school starts!
ps.. suntec kbox is shiok! coz v few ppl go there so they dun really chase u away after ur designated time is up.. we sang for an additional 1 and a half hr and they only came in twice to tell us tt it's the last song.. it's the first time ever tt i gt to sing finish the whole song list! and tt we left on our own accord bcoz we din wanna sing anymore..
Monday, December 22, 2008
so many thoughts in my mind, but i muz blog abt our wonderful bball match today! i shall blog this whole post in purple in glory of SBS! lol..
SBS bball gals rockz big time! we finally entered the finals of ISG and despite getting silver, we are all very contended.
it was an easy semis against CEE (finally revenged!), but to our surprise, our opponent in the finals is HSS instead of NIE. HSS is really strong, bcoz cheryl poon came down and they have 2 more IVPs. but ISG rules only cap 1 IVP per team and national player is not considered IVP.. i find it kinda stupid, coz nationals is confirm as strong, if not stronger than IVP. they shld juz cap 1 IVP/Nationals per team.
so we went in with an attitude tt silver is gd enough for us, coz we have no IVP at all. we only have VIP, no IVP (right shuling? lol. inside joke..) we juz wanna play a friendly and nice match. to our surprise, we led all the way until the start of the 4th quarter. with 10 secs left in the match, we were trailing by juz 3 pts. so exciting! but couldnt run into space to find a good look at the basket. in the end, we lost by 5pts..
but we really enjoyed the game and i thought we played really well. yinyue was on fire and the 2 consecutive 3 pointers by me and shuling were really superb. xinying's guarding skills on cheryl were really good and huizhi really put in her all despite her knee probs.
they had cheryl poon and 1 IVP on the court eveytime. i think our teamwork totally matched their individual skills! teamwork was awesome and i will really miss this kind of feeling. i guess there will be v few chances for us to play together again in an official match like this. it was a wonderful ending to our 3 yrs in SBS..
from 4th in yr 1, to 3rd in yr 2, and finally 2nd in yr 3!
thanks to all my wonderful teammates!! shuling, yinyue, xinying, huizhi, aileen! and to all others who came down to help for the other matches. ur were awesome. and of coz the supporters for the motivation and cheers! =)
oh did i mention tt they gt professional referees to come down for the 3rd/4th and finals matches.. and so qiao, they were our referees from north division during anderson sec times.. i still remember them.. the fat fat uncle is still so cute.. lol..
anw i hope i dun suffer from concussion after my head hit the ground juz now. haha. i think i really too light.. juz now gt hit by cheryl den i went flying to the ground. (ok maybe abit exaggerated. lol) hit the back of my head and it was really quite painful at tt pt of time. but luckily no serious after-effects..
i m so happy now! yet at the same time sianz. but i am happy! yeah... =)
i am in a real good mood today.. dunwan to get affected by this irritating issue again! nobody is accusing u of anything! we juz tot tt it was u all along. now tt u told us it's not, i juz need some time to convince myself tt maybe it's not u. but if it's not u, it is juz scaring the hell out of me. who is tt person tt knows me so well, knows exactly where i live and is so concerned abt me. since tt day, i m so scared whenever i go home late. even in the evening time, i m more cautious.. it's seriously interfering in my daily life.
since it's not u, den it's not u. no need to try so hard juz to explain our distance...
i always wanted to be friends again with u, but since u have no intentions at all or whatsoever, den forget it.. since u might think tt it was my fault tt i gave up so easily! in the first place, THE GIRL shouldn't even have been ard to make me give up so EASILY...
i cant move on it's my problem! since u're already so distant from me as u claimed, den dun care abt my issues and my problems.... i m not blaming u at all.. seriously.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
was gonna blog abt my egypt trip but while i was surfing the other blogs, i saw something really disturbing.. it's freaking me out!!
so plsss, can the "one person" or "一个人" juz admit who u r? i really dun like the feeling of knowing tt there is someone out there who knows me so well but i dunnoe who tt person is..
y wld u wanna hide ur identity when u wanna show concern and when ur intentions are good to begin with.. somehow it has helped me along the way, but it's totally freaking me out now..
if it's u, y dun u wanna admit? if it's not u, can the person juz tell me hu u are...
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anw ISG bball started on thurs and SBS gals got into the semis! we will be facing CEE during semis and it's revenge time! last yr we lost to them in semis and ended up getting 3rd. this yr it's not gonna happen again! we are going to the finals to face NIE and at least secure a 2nd! i think we have a shot against NIE this yr.. coz we will have our full strength on mon.. shuling and yizhen came back from hols, so we have me, shuling, yinyue, xinying, wanqing, yizhen, huizhi, aileen and mabel! our best line-up for the past 3 yrs.. cant wait for mon! =)
but thurs really screwed up.. really angryz with the bball in-charge school. the original schedule was supposed to be 7am for the guys match, but they changed it to 8am w/o informing us! and their refreeing suckz.. the refree dun even know tt jump ball was scraped ages ago! dotzzzz.... i hope they have more professional refrees in the semis and finals..
so i volunteered to fetch zhenwei and weichao to school bcoz even if they tk the first train, they wun be able to reach by 7. zhenwei really v nice to offer me breakfast when he got on my car! thanz for the bread and coffee! =)
so we reached at ard 645am! who on earth goes to school so early juz to play bball... and we managed to c the sunrise at src.. can u imagine.. so ridiculous..
prof li was really nice to provide us with $50 to buy drinks. he came down specially to watch the match even thou he was flying off tt day.. but to his disappointment, the match started at a later time, so he din get to c it.. we wun disappoint u! wait for our medals! (with the sponsored pizzas already in our stomach.. lol)
so we won MAE in a trashing match, but i think i din play well. got alot of rebounds but my 篮底 sucks! gt secret training from yinyue tt day after the match. lol.. NBS walkover.. kinda anti-climax coz we were expecting a good fight.. so we are into semis juz liddat!
yinyue and i stayed at src until the last match juz to catch HSS vs SPMS, coz we know quite some ppl from SPMS and we were rooting for them.. but sadly, they lost.. for the first time, i was at src from sunrise until sunset! personal record really... more than 12hrs spent there. check out fb or yinyue's blog for the photos!
ok, back to my riddles game. interesting recommendation by wm! for those hu like intellectual games, check out http://www.weffriddles.com/... warning: can be addictive!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
more memories.. spore is seemingly smaller as the island gets saturated with memories.. be it good or bad, happy or sad.. maybe going to china in less than a year's time is not tt bad after all. but tt will mean missing those fond memories too.
sometimes i juz wish tt i can lead a carefree lifestyle like those kids in egypt. thou they are not as wealthy as us, they are not as developed and advanced as us, they are strong in their mind bcoz they are exposed to the society at such a young age.
life is so ironic. one moment u feel like u're in heaven while the next thing u know, ur tears start flowing.. the power of sight is juz so miraculous. it perceives the world from so many different angles. the same place can hold vastly different memories..
at least it's a new paragraph in my life now. not yet a new chapter. i truly hope tt i will have the mental strength to flip the pages again..
Saturday, December 13, 2008
full stop this time round, no more commas...
Friday, December 12, 2008
i m back!!
feels great to be back home once again.. miss spore food badly! but egypt was awesome and really cool... very unique experience i wld say.. definitely worth the time and money! wait for my stories and photos! =p
still very awake at this hour.. jet lag since spore is 6hrs ahead of egypt.
this trip has made me realised that i m really fortunate to be where i m now and to be leading this kind of lifestyle. so appreciate the things u have and ur loved ones ard u. live the moment and dun tk anything for granted.