dunnoe how to describe my feelings now. just feel like i cant breathe properly. nothing is wrong. it's juz a sudden thing. maybe the stress for the past few days is getting to me, esp when i know tt more is to come for the following wk.
had pathology quiz ystd. felt tt i cld have done much better. haiz. too much last min work again. i so wanna get rid of this bad habit of mine. but it juz seems to be getting worst. i woke up at 4am on thurs juz to finish studying for the quiz. it's my first time ever doing such stuff. i usually believe in a good night's sleep the day before any exam.
anw ystd was quite a crazy day. went for patho quiz with juz 3hrs sleep. after tt went for vaccine injection against hepatitis A and B (in preparation for china). then went for bball in school. and i survived!! how amazing. tot i will end up fainting or sthing, bcoz alot of my classmates gt side effects after taking the jab. and i felt perfectly alright even after strenous exercise and a lack of sleep.
played IG bball for the past wkend and we got silver yet again! my 3rd silver for this year. quite sad bcoz it was our last chance to get a gold in ntu.
oh and i haven played mj for quite awhile. 2 wks i think. quite proud of myself tt i can abstain for so long. lol. maybe i will start getting withdrawal symptoms soon.
i think maybe i shld go eat some 逍遥散 for my 肝郁. maybe later i go shoot some hoops.
i feel tired. i need some motivation.
ps. will like to say a big thank you to our 温病学 teacher, 赵老师. she really inspired me alot and helped to reignite my flame for tcm. whenever i feel discouraged, her words will ring in my mind and i feel "alive" again. she's the best teacher we've ever had, really. 真的很谢谢你老师!! =)