i used to like home alone. the liberty to do anything i like. but now i kinda wish i dunhaf so much free time. so much time for my thoughts to run wild. i juz wanna be pre-occupied with alot of stuff.
我真的不知道怎么办。就像走到了尽头。为什么一切来得这么突然，却又不能走得一样的突然？我从来没有这么彷徨过，从来没有。这是我第一次看到姐姐如此的心碎，就连他们都不知道如何是好。
我想最好的办法就是等时间冲淡一切，可是我不想这么做，因为我怕。我怕时间也同时会把感情冲淡。我怕到时我的心已经承受不了。但是除了这样，我们已经想不到别的出路了。
当你听着快乐的歌时也会鼻酸，事情已经不再简单。当你走在路上时也想流泪，心痛的感觉已经不再陌生。
i miss the feeling of happiness. whenever i look at my laptop's wallpaper, i feel even more sad. but at least now i feel sad. like wat a friend said, i dunwan to reach the state where i no longer feel sad, but feel jaded. i hope u are ok too.
Friday, April 24, 2009
exams are over!! ystd had my last paper in ntu. time really flies.. going to start my student life in beijing really soon.
finally done with the 2.5kg patho book!
so the much awaited singing session is finally here! we went to the central to eat ramen first. "marutama ra-men".. very nice!! ur shld go try some day. it's a really authentic ramen shop tt sells only 3 types of ramen. and meiling said the boss and his son are really handsome. too bad we din get to see them ystd.
went to $10 ktv to sing. it was really fun! i picked up quite a number of songs tt are really nice.. i recommend "突然想起你" by elva hsiao. catchy tune. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zznpb-cQ5lQ shall go and d/l them soon. and we got to listen to brandon's 成名曲 - 霍元甲 and one night in 北京 again.. he's really good at the high pitch part! speechless..
i finally got to sing 家后 with eileen... it's a hokkien song tt is really v nice. my fav hokkien song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8eJP4kwQJVs listen to it if u have the time! it's v v touching..
left at about 1120pm coz they wanted to catch the last train home. took a group photo before leaving. and my camera dropped on the floor after setting the timer!!! heartbroken.. there's a permanent spot on the LCD screen, meiling says it's coz of the mecury leak inside. i hope it doesnt spread.. to make things worst, it's a touch screen camera. haiz. maybe will go and ask how much does the repair cost. it wld've been a perfect evening if not for this..
the crazy bunch! (short of fui chin)
spent the whole day slacking at home today. did some chores and watched drama.. this is wat i call enjoying life... but there are some thoughts tt have been in my mind since wed. i am really quite bothered by it.. dunnoe y she has so little faith in us and y she will have such scary thoughts. 苦尽后一定会甘来吗? 难道你认为我们不能给你幸福吗?
Thursday, April 16, 2009
today has been a great day!
woke up to a fantastic news tt man utd won at porto. what a way to start the day of my first paper.
went to school for viro paper. was manageable i would say. y cant all papers be mcq. lol. wishful thinking of mine.
got home to catch the replay of ronaldo's superb goal. some 40 yards out he pulled a stunning strike. really glad to see ferdinand back, finally man utd's defense showed much more confidence.
liverpool nearly put together the greatest comeback. the match was one of the most exciting ones i have watched recently. but sadly, chelsea prevailed. so many exciting matches coming up. cant wait for exams to end.
back to studying! 7 more days...
Friday, April 10, 2009
ystd is my last official school day in ntu.. had lotsa fun taking photos with different groups of ppl, but it's kinda sad tt 3yrs passed by so quickly. sbs certainly holds alot of memories, both good and bad ones. although the food in ntu kinda sucks, but we were saying how much we will miss the food when we are in china (tts how bad we imagine the food there to be). lol.. what lies ahead is a whole new chapter of my life in beijing. hope it all goes well..
anw. it's really heartwarming to see that there are so many kind souls out there. thank you to all those who offered their help to the leukemia kid, including those tt i have never even met before. they have found enough blood donors le and i am sure the love ur have shown will help him overcome this obstacle.
13 more days to go..
Friday, April 3, 2009
IMPT: anbody with B- blood type pls contact me asap!! recently my mum's kindergarten kid was diagnosed with leukemia. He has a rare blood type of B- and the blood bank does not have any storage. He is just 5 years old. so if ur know of anybody with this blood type can help spread the information.. thank you. today the school showed us videos made by our seniors in China. mostly were on accomodations there, to give us a sneak preview of our future living. there's really a huge difference depending on the amount u are willing to pay. it's actually quite interesting to decorate ur own place and explore around the place. it will be our turn soon!
anw celebrated mum's bdae ystd!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!
had a simple dinner at home and the cake was her fav cheesecake.. yummy. wish her health always. =)
i can finally upload photos onto blogger using my new laptop! 
the other day at M hotel steamboat..
20 days to go....
