human beings really are a unique species. one moment u can feel so motivated and happy, but an image or a word can suddenly trigger so many thoughts in ur mind tt makes ur mood swing juz liddat.
ever wondered whats ur purpose in life??
to meet someone u deeply love?
to earn big bucks and lead a luxurious life?
to pursue ur dreams?
to fight for survival?
to make an impact on someone else's life or even the world?
or simply to wake up everyday juz so tt u can look forward to the next?
many a times ppl juz live for the sake of living. isn't tt sad? days juz pass by without u noticing it. and even if u know what ur purpose in life is, do u know how to go about achieving it? no wonder ppl say life is tough....
u grow up with ppl telling u u are the best. even when schooling gets tougher and the society gets more complicated as u grow up, u are expected to keep tt faith in them. so is it more difficult to be the one holding the faith or the one tt keeps the faith alive? tough to say huh. to complicate things further, is the faith tt they are holding the same as the one in ur heart? if not, whos do u pursue?
so many questions but no answers. i guess there are no absolute answers to all this. sometimes u juz wish tt maybe after a drink or two, the answers will present themselves to u. but 5 drinks still din work out for me. but i totally enjoyed tt night. carefree and quiet. maybe tts the purpose in life. thank you for the company. it was great.
an apple for dinner is not healthy. (but an apple a day keeps the doctor away.. hmmm)
i juz wish for my cells to grow well! please.... stop giving me weird results tt even post-doc cant explain and stop dying! i really need ur coorporation to keep the faith alive. i really do.