ystd night lying on bed i was wondering will u ever think abt us no matter where u are.... if u din even care in the first place, why bother.. 不知道你现在在哪里. 我不想知道，只是觉得既然你当初做了这样的选择，难道就不用负起一点点责任吗？
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情
太多的情绪 没适当的表情 最想说的话我该从何说起
如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是我一直都不觉得现在这样有什么不好。至少对我而言我觉得很幸福，可是每当我想起你做过的一切，愤怒和辛酸就一涌而来，不是为了我............. 是为了她。
one chance after another, yet everytime u disappoint her. she did everything for us, and u did everything to destroy her. she's gonna be fine bcoz she gt US, u gt nothing but regrets to live ur life with.. fuck. 爱情让人变得真傻.
it's been long since i lie on my bed with my eyes wide open staring at the ceiling. thoughts flow through my mind juz like the tears did. for me, i think tt lying is the ugliest side of human beings. be it lying to others or lying to urself. whats the pt of lying to get wat u want when eventually u throw everything away.. it all started coz u lied to urself tt lying will get u thru all these. the scary part abt lies is tt it's an optional thing tt ppl do. it's in the dark and u nv know when u will be on the receiving end of it all. lying to urself is still the winner of all. u dun even have the courage to face up to reality and u think tt by deceiving urself u can deceive the world too? seriously naive.
today is one of the days i wanna be alone....