I feel like I am just living life now as it is. Not necessarily a bad thing.
Surprised that I never go out this weekend considering that it’s the first weekend of intern and things are still quite slack. Just don’t have the mood. I am not in a moody or emo mood, just a “我已经看开” mood. Hard to describe the feeling but I just feel like everything else doesn’t really matter anymore. Just doing what I have to do now. Sleep, study, video, blog. That’s about all the things that I am interested in now. Before I started typing this post, I was still playing games online but none of them seem to interest me. Eating also doesn’t interest me now. Appetite seems like a distant thing nowadays.
I am kinda stunned at myself that I am act studying. I have always been the non-hardworking kinda person. But just ystd it hit me that things are so unpredictable in this world. Everything can change in a split second, so why bother doing so much when some of them are going away eventually. Just live ur life the way it has to be lived and be contented. Mundane as it may seem, that is life isn’t it. How ironic?
I have been having the “pubbing” mood since a few days back. If not for intern tml, I would have gone tonight. It has to be next week then I guess. Don’t know whether the mood will last that long.